johnc Posted June 25, 2005 Share Posted June 25, 2005 Just to get this out of the way in case I've offended anyone at any time on this message board: I think that Senator Durbin owes the Senate an apology -- I don't know if censure would be in order -- but an apology, because it does a great disservice to men and women who suffered in the gulag and in Pol Pot's 'killing fields.' " -- Senator John McCain. "Karl Rove doesn't owe me an apology, he doesn't owe Democrats an apology, he owes her an apology -- he owes an apology to every one of those families who paid the ultimate price on September 11th." -- Senator John Heinz-Kerry I should like to invite all my critics, and they are numerous and multiple, to micturate in a vertical manner up the nearest handy hank of woven hemp. -- Senator Jack S. Phogbound FIRST LET ME SAY I'M SORRY I WROTE THIS. I'm sorry because after you read it you'll be sorry too. Still you might want to print it out and use it for your own apologies to come. It is now clear that all Americans must be ready to apologize for everything to everyone every single day of the week for the rest of their sorry lives. Be prepared. I begin by noting that at present, as so often in the past, I'm sorry. I am very, very sorry. It was all my fault and I am sorry for it all. I am sorry, as always, for what I said. It was thoughtless and rude. It wasn't really what I meant or felt in my heart. Many have taken my remarks to mean other than what I said. I even meant them to mean other than what they meant when I said them. Well, the damage is done and I can't undo the past. All I can do is stand here strapped in the pillory of the present as all those whom I have so wrongly and without malice slandered cry like the little girly-men they are, even the girls. But their pain is now my pain. I cringe to see them writhe with the bleeding agony of those raw wounds I ripped open by my harsh and unconsidered remarks. I feel really bad about this. I feel even worse that I, through my abject failure to realize how deeply the dull hatchet of my speech would chop into them, even, yea, down to the living blue-veined bone -- that I simply stood by and allowed the burning salt of my senseless scorn to pour without limit into their raw and festering souls. I am, as I said, deeply sorry and feel bad besides. In passing, I would like to note for the record, that I did not know the gun was loaded. But I have heard the rising torrent of justifiable outrage; the howls of those whose most sacred, festering and inane ideological beliefs I have eviscerated with the senseless whirring chain-saw of my words. To them I offer, in deep and abject humility -- since I am, because I spoke those words, lower than a cockroach's stool stuck to the bottom of a homeless hermit's shabby sandal in the storm drains of Las Vegas -- my most sincere if unworthy apology. I have heard the skin-shuddering shrieks of those who have been sliced into bloody gobbets of flesh by my remarks. Though I am unworthy to feel that pain, I feel it still as if it were a red-hot 3/4 inch Makita drill bit driven into the base of my skull and left there set on "Wash-Rinse-Repeat." True, I am not yet one of those Olympian apologizers such as the oafish and overweight Senate slime-ball Dick Durbin whose driving need to make a drooling apology is noted over 1,000 times in our papers of record. Nor am I even fit to look at the handsome, well turned out, and always intellectually crisp ruler of the known universe Karl Rove who is currently running a distant second in the "We are going to stamp our feet and hold our breath until he apologizes " sweepstakes. Compared to those two mighty Sweeps leaders in the media's current "You've heard it before and you'll hear it 15,000 times more in 24 hours" approach to information, I am a piker. Hardly anyone has called on me to apologize for anything I've said, except for perhaps my wife when she asked me if her new dress was slimming. Being on the telephone at the time, I told the truth and said I couldn't say since I couldn't see it. She made me apologize for 178 minutes for that remark -- and they weren't night-time, weekend or rollover minutes either. Nevertheless, we live in such a craven, soft, moist and testosterone-lite society that it would be wise to always be apologizing for something you either have said or may say. In America these days we are a bunch of sorry sons-of-bitches -- male or female -- and we'd best be saying we're sorry all the time. So, well, I am sorry. I apologize. I didn't think about what I said when I said it. I hurt feelings when all I meant to do was to either maim, kill, or tenderize. I deeply regret that I diminished your self-esteem. I regret even more that I left you alive and able to talk to the news media over the noise of your sucking chest wound. But since that is the case, please accept these following sentiments, and remember to refer to them often in the decades to come: I come to you today penitent, conscience-stricken, regretful and contrite. I have been touched by your pain and deeply regret my words. I repent them with every shred of my soul. I am, for having hurt your feelings and bruised your tender buttons, a base and abject man mortified by my cheesy, contemptible, insignificant,. shabby, small, and pathetic being. I know now the low things I have said and I am filled with remorse, melancholy, and self-reproach. If I could have myself flogged fleshless by an flock of Carmelite nuns on Methamphetamine I would so. But I can't locate those sisters right now, so I must continue to apologize. I therefore continue to apologize. I am so wretched to have said the bad words to you. They may well have been true, but I forgot that your feelings, no matter how puerile, always trump the truth in this world. So I admit that even though they were true, my words were unworthy of me and hurtful to you. I see your raw suppurating feelings oozing to the top of your mind and erupting from your mouth wrapped around your screams. I shall carry that Polaroid with me for the rest of my days right next to the organ donor card in my wallet. Can I fill one out for you? But I digress. I am compelled by my inner idiot to say that I bleed for you, wish only to console you, empathize with you, and open my heart in an anguished lament that my words, wittingly or unwittingly, have raised upon your soul these unlanced boils of your metaphysical angst. It is my hope you will allow me to lance them and to bandage them in the saline soaked cloth of a this apology. I come before you today an abashed, chagrined, conscience stricken, guilty, shamed, demeaned, crestfallen, humiliated, penitent and mortified man. I can only seek, humbly, that one thing that will make me whole again after ripping the flesh of your feelings so senselessly. That one thing is the infinite balm of your acceptance of this, my guilty apology, and your forgiveness. In this I hope to be resurrected to the realm of the acceptably human. I live in this hope because I have a deep and abiding faith that although I am really, really sorry, you are the one person in the universe who is a sorrier son-of-a-bitch than I am. Thank you for letting me share. http://americandigest.org/mt-archives/005635.php Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zdmz Posted June 25, 2005 Share Posted June 25, 2005 I am sorry I read that. I am also sorry if my being sorry has offended anyone. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mikelly Posted June 25, 2005 Share Posted June 25, 2005 I"m just plain SORRY! I kill me! Mike Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DavyZ Posted June 25, 2005 Share Posted June 25, 2005 Well, John, I'm sorry you're sorry Davy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Want aZ Posted June 25, 2005 Share Posted June 25, 2005 Yes I agree, Sen Dick 'the turbin' Durbin, is one sorry SOB.... I am also sorry for I guess that I am too much of a realist, and call it the way I see it, having spent 20 years in the military, and now work for one of the Largest Heavy Civil Contractors in the U.S., I just have THICK SKIN, who cares what anyone says, I'm TIRED of everyone saying 'but what about their feelings'. You know what, if they take offense to what I say, there is obviously a problem to begin with, correct it and drive on. We have gone past the point of being comfortable and gone to the point of nauseating, I for one am flat tired, and yes, sorry as well that we have let society slip so far into the bowels of hell...That we can no longer say what we FEEL, because of offending someone, WHO CARES, Perhaps if more people called it the way it truely is we might be better off... Sorry for the vent, but it just pisses me off, this damn political correctness BS... Thanks for your time.... Sincerely, Damon Alexander SFC, US Army (Ret) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MONGO510 Posted June 25, 2005 Share Posted June 25, 2005 As far as I'm concerned, anyone who strives to be "PC" is letting someone else do their thinking for them, and deserves whatever they get. Investment strategy: buy cartridges, they will be very valuable in the coming revolution. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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