Yea, I know how you feel. My wife died last month. She had brain cancer and died here at the house at the age of 51. I have remained an emotional wreck since then. Time is helping, but other than that I have found that just being alone and writing her letters has helped alot. I also talk to her all the time, just like she was standing next to me. That helps also. For the most part I dont tell people about this because I am a loner, but finding someone you trust to talk to is the best thing to do. Unfortunatly I personally dont have that person so I write letters and have daily conversations with my wife.
Jan Lovell, rest her soul. She didn't deserve to die like that. Neither did your uncle. Life is not fair.
Dale