My son saw the video and couldn't believe the engine was running....
The first thing he said to me was, "how? I know that you always put forward your priorities each day, and the Z isn't one of them." It's bitter sweet for me, honestly, because there is sacrifice without a doubt. One week turned into 3.5 weeks so far and it drove me nuts when another day was added. No matter how I looked at it, I felt guilty. Each day people rely on me to succeed so that they succeed, but it's not always a two-way street. I told my eldest son that my priorities are to be sure that they have the tools necessary to live each day. My eldest son said, "it's ok, dad. you always look out for everyone and never yourself. If anyone deserves some time off- it's you?" Regardless, I did not absorb it that way.
I should be celebrating- correct?
I do feel a small weight lifted off my shoulders and the guilt of letting this Z sit for so long gives me a sense of satisfaction.
I know this post isn't the most cheerful, and I'm not sure what the real reason is......maybe I'm over worked and stressed.....
In any case, I hope you all are enjoying the build...!