i just gave one 20 bucks. i don't know why. his sign read "please help, need a job, homeless. happy holidays". nothing about asking for money, etc. He also didn't look like a crack addict or a regular homeless bum. But more like an ex-dot commie who failed to manage his money properly and ran into too much debt. I sat there at the light thinking about how I wish i could help him out, and wound up reaching into my wallet and handing him a 20. Maybe it was holiday spirit
i should feel rewarded, but I don't. I also have a twisted sense of reality where i reason he could go across the street and apply at mcdonalds, and out of necessity he COULD get somewhere if he wanted/needed to. And at the same time I wind up thinking that if I was gracious enough in holiday spirit (and this is coming from an atheist) to give him a 20.... and he sees thousands of cars pass him daily... I bet he makes a lot more money than I do, especially during xmas season. It's like k-mart blue light special for them.
ah... after writing that last paragraph, i see why i don't feel justified and rewarded for helping him out, because perhaps while he may have looked innocent, he got 20 bucks from me. That's what I get for acting on "good will impulse" once in a while.
Ironically, after making this donation, i get back to my cube, check yahoo news, find this:
http://story.news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=story2&u=/021226/168/2xmrx.html&e=3